saw you smoking on the front porch
whole party getting down inside
but you didn't wanna be there
small talking with a vocal fry
saw you crying in the bathroom
when everything was caving in
but i didn't really get it
i thought that you would change again
anxious by a virtue
dangling by a thread
i never meant to hurt you
it wasn't like our love was dead
but this is how it happens
we latch onto another course
committing to a gamble
closure only comes through force
now i'm in this love like what does it mean
now i'm in this love like what does it mean
now i'm in this love like what does it mean
oooooooooooooo
i'm sorry that i moved on
what is it you want from me
lost the energy to fix us
now i can't be the one you call
and i'm sorry that i keep her
like a precious childhood memory
but i promise i don't need her
just trying to respect the past
i'm sorry i feel guilty
i'm sorry i apologize
that look you give me kills me
i never meant to traumatize
i'm not a good eraser
but we're writing ourselves away
questioning the paper
questioning the fade to grey
now i'm in this love like what did it mean
now i'm in this love like what did it mean
now i'm in this love like what did it mean
oooooooooooooo
Noisy, unsettling experimental pop in turns touching and political. From now until 3/5, 50% of proceeds go to Planned Parenthood/ACLU. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 8, 2017